Friday, January 05, 2007

Firstly, thanks to Has & Lyana for lending your ears listening to my craps with the recent crapiness that happened to me. Appreciate it girls!!

On another note, the "players" has began their "passing parcel" game AGAIN. Unfortunately, the parcel I'm refering to is the FIL while the players are the FIL's children. My patience is once again tested. My endurance limits has been pushed again. So what did I do?? Normally, I would try to accomadate & be the one "winning" the parcel. But now I've got to play their game too. The reason for joining the game is to let the other players know that I'm a human being with feelings too & hope that they would realised & appreciate my sacrifications all these while. Appreciate not TAKE ADVANTAGE!!

I've always believe in "treating others like what you want to be treated as". No such things as "pay back time". Just take it & let it be. But now, I can't just let it keep happening to me. Have got to get my points/facts across or just turn to switch off mode so that I'll get used to it & not feel hurt. I'm not a switch off mode person so it's very hard for me but Insya'allah.

Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk bertahan dengan dugaanmu. Hanya kau lah yang memahami segalanya yang aku lalui.
Tiada niatku untuk membalas dendam, hanya tidak ingin disakiti lagi.......

~Noreez~ penned down at